My career as an armchair political activist began after my first Walk for Life in San Francisco, California at the rally across from the Ferry Building, when I heard an abortion survivor walk onto the stage with a limp. She told the terrifying story of swimming in a saline solution and then left to die after a botched abortion. Then, she told us that Senator Obama had voted, while serving in Illinois, to leave such a child alone to die on the table. He was now running for president of the United States of America, for the first time. She had, indeed, survived an abortion, but was living with a number of health challenges, not withstanding a very strong pro-life agenda.

My next memory on the subject was sitting at a Wing’s meeting in the East Bay. The president announced that no political speeches were to be made at the meeting. Then, she took off her jacket to proudly display her T-shirt that showed the smiling face of the presidential candidate, Obama!!!! I went home and wrote an e-mail to all the members of Wings, explaining why a member of the Roman Catholic Church could not vote for a pro-abortion candidate for president, documenting my statement with Catholic teachings.

Next, I received a call from one of the members of Wings telling me that they were going to enforce the gag rule on me. I was never allowed again to use the e-mail addresses of the members of Wings for any issues, moral or otherwise. I removed myself from the woman’s group.

Meanwhile, I participated in a number of Walks for Life in San Francisco. My husband walked with me the last time I was able to walk. Currently, it is not an option, but my prayer intention to end abortion is a daily habit. Scroll forward to yesterday, January 24, 2020, when I spent three or four hours watching the Walk For Life in Washington, D.C. on EWTN. It was reported today on EWTN that 250,000 people marched in Washington, D.C. for the annual Walk for Life. Suddenly, a parade of black cars were visible driving into the rally area. Then, Vice-President Pence spoke via satellite from Rome where he had just spent over an hour with Pope Francis. Next, the President of the United States of America walked onto the stage wearing a red tie. He gave a heart-warming speech saying that life brings love to a family. He is the most pro-life president ever in the history of the United States.

Today, January 25, 2020, is the Feast of the Conversion of St. Paul. On this day, the 16th annual Walk for Life West Coast took place in San Francisco, California. The Archbishop of San Francisco invited the Bishop of Portland, Oregon to speak and pray at the opening rally, as our Archbishop was in Rome. A rape victim spoke at the rally. She was raped when she was a junior in college. She decided not to have an abortion. She decided to give her child up for adoption. She decided to call her son Nathan. When she called the adopting parents, they told her that they had picked the same name! She kept the baby boy for six days. Then, he went home with his adopted parents, the Sullivan family. Later, the rape victim married and had two boys. Her first son, Nathan, is looking after his two brothers as they are attending college in his home town. The mother has been happily married for 25 years. Nathan spoke to us after his mother finished speaking. He said that some people are against abortion except for a case of rape. In such a case, Nathan said, they are talking about me!!!!

Fr. Frank Pavone, president of Priests for Life, also spoke at the rally. He said that Planned Parenthood is donating 45 million dollars to the 2020 election. He also said that they are planning to open their star-ship facility at 1522 Bush Street near Van Ness Avenue, spending seven million dollars. Fortunately, Our good Archbishop is planning a facility to help women with unplanned pregnancies and infertility to be located a few door from the Planned Parenthood facility on Bush Street. Donations can be made to Bella. see: Archdiocese of San Francisco for more information.

Of course, the media did not cover the Walk for Life in D.C., except for FOX television, which aired the entire event. EWTN said this morning that the New York Times did mention it. Mainline television ignored the gathering of 250,000 people at the Nation’s capital, except for a moment when they said that Trump showed up to the event in order to off-set a negative article in a religious magazine, saying they were removing their support of our president.

So, if you have never walked for life, I highly recommend it! If you have never watched a Walk For Life on EWTN, it is second best. Both walking for life and watching the walks for life on television are extremely inspiring. Walks for Life are popping up all over the globe. There has been a Walk For Life for the past ten years in Rome. If there is not one in Hawaii, I suggest that my friend’s grandson starts one, with the help of my cousin!!!

So, get on board, the train to LIFE, not death!!! Give LIFE a chance!!!!! God created that embryo in the womb. He knew its name before it was born. Please join the Forty Days for Life by praying outside a Planned Parenthood facility. Please pray a rosary with the intention of stopping abortion. Please, please. Listen to God the Father on holylove.org where he spoke this week to the visionary about abortion. Wake up America! Wake up, world!!! Walk for Life!!! Pray for Life!!! God have mercy. Christ have mercy. Jesus, I trust in You. Immaculate Mary, pray for the unborn. Amen


Today is a national holiday in the U.S.A. in honor of Martin Luther King. It is also the day of a peaceful demonstration of more than 50,000 demonstrators in Richmond, Virginia who are peacefully protesting the threat of the Second Amendment. I just returned from an overnight in the Land of Apple, where the Pilgrimage Statue of Our Lady of Fatima was venerated in a private home, along with the praying of the rosary and a talk on American Needs Fatima.

Today, I listened to a book written by John Horvat II and narrated by Dude Walker entitled “Return to Order – Where We’ve Been, How We Got Here, and Where We Need to Go”. This book is available free by calling 855-861-8420 or going on line to http://www.ReturnToOrder.org, or writing America Needs Fatima, P.O. Box 341, Hanover, PA 17331. More information is also available at ANF@ANF.org and at http://www.ANF.org The following is an example of some of the chapter titles, to give you an idea of the substance of the book:

Chapter 14 – Absence of the Sublime

Chapter 15 – Rule of Money

Chapter 16 – Rejecting False Alternatives at the Crossroads

Chapter 17 – Returning to an Economy without Frenetic Intemperance. which dealt with subjects such as a.) No Illusions; b.) Resist writing off our Nation. Resist isolation. Unite. Defend what is good. c.) Defend the excellent values of our country; d.) Adherence of a moral code based on the Ten Commandments. Family, property, etc. e.) Christian principles.

Chapter 18 – A Salvic Debate Becoming a Nation, Becoming a People. Polarization of the U.S.A. Two Americas. A nation based upon God and country. Cultural War, defending family and defending the unborn. Principles around which we can rally: yearning for Gothic architecture and Gregorian Chant. Return to order where everything functions according to natural law.

Chapter 19 – Preliminary Objections: Can Medieval Economy Be a Solution? a.) Economics is limited. b.) Economics must be subject to ethics. c.) Respecting the human aspect, as seen in the Medieval guilds. Error of Modern Economy: we have separated economics from moral philosophy and ethics.

Chapter 20 – What Might Have Been, What Could Still Be – Medieval industrial revolution. The first society to abandon slavery.

Chapter 21 – Organic Society: An Unknown Ideal. A social order based on natural law and the Gospel, working for the Common Good.

In two days, the Senate will begin its impeachment hearings. All the while, plans are afoot to start violence in various cities and then blame President Trump for this.

Let us get down on our knees and pray for peace. Peace in our families, peace in our State of California. Peace in D.C. Peace in our country. Peace in the world.
Then, let us Walk for Life!!!

Eternal Father, I offer You the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Our Lord Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and the sins of the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world. Amen.

Our Lady of Fatima. Pray for us. Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with you. Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners. Spread the effect of the grace of the Flame of Love over all of humanity, now and at the time of our death. Amen.


Since I can remember, I have hated being told what to do. Now, I must do to my readers what I do not like done to me. I want to urge you strongly to read Christine Watkins’ book, “The Warning – Testimonies and Prophecies of the Illumination of Conscience”, published by Queen of Peace Media, ISBN 978-1-947701-09-0, and available for $17.95 from your local bookstore or Amazon.

I heard Christine speak some years ago at a Catholic conference in Northern California. She is the spiritual director to a former member of our little prayer group. I previously read her book, “Full of Grace”, but this latest book is beyond the beyond fabulous, extremely important, and thoroughly documented. The book consists of testimonies and prophecies.

I first heard of these repeated warnings from the writing of St. Padre Pio back in the last half of the 1990’s. Then, the writing of Father Stefano Gobbi were introduced to me by Fr. Ronald Burke and my friend, Lourdes, also at the same period of time. Then I read the Diary of Saint Faustina Kowalska twice and instituted the Feast of The Divine Mercy with Fr. Fili and started a Cenacle of the Apostles of Divine Mercy, in this new century. After which, I learned from Fr. Struzzo, of the diary of Elizabeth Kindelmann, which I also read two times and began a little prayer group based on the teachings given in Elizabeth’s diary. During s presidential elections eleven or twelve years ago, I quoted Matthew Kelly in a document sent to an entire Wing’s group, explaining why Catholics could not vote for a candidate who supported abortion. Although I heard a lot about Maria Esperanza, the Servant of God from Venezuela, from Michael Brown, on his website, spiritdaily.com and in person, I never traveled to Venezuela nor read books on the subject. Like most Catholics, I, too, had heard of the visionaries of Garabandal, Spain, but had not read any books on the subject. Of all of the twenty-five people whose testimonies or prophecies are recorded in the book, Fr. Michel Rodrigue was the visionary whom I most recently learned about via the web, especially You Tube.

So, as Our Blessed Mother has repeated time and time again in Medjugorje, Bosnia, turn back to God, convert, go to confession, fast, pray the rosary, study The Bible, and do this before the warning, before it is too late.

Christine Watkins has collected eleven true stories of testimonies of the illumination of conscience of A. Ames, Fr. Scheier, V. Sigala, Sr. N. Kohler, Fr. R. Wendell, D. Recinella, C. Winters, R. L’Heureux, C. Georgotas, C.Smith, and M. Restrepo. The story of M. Restrepo’s experience of his kidnapping in Columbia is breath-taking.

Then, Christine records the biographies and words of prophets of the warning given by fourteen people. Most interesting to me is the last one, Fr. M. Rodrigue, whom I had heard most recently on a couple videos on the web. One new bit of information coming from Fr. Rodrigue is that after the warning and the illumination, “after about six and a half weeks, he, [Satan], will disseminate a message to the world through the media, cell phones, TV’s, et cetera. The message is this: A collective illusion happened on this date. Our scientists have analyzed this and found that it occurred at the same time a solar flare from the sun was released into the universe. It was so powerful that it affected the minds of the people on Earth, giving everyone a collective illusion.” Of course, the Father of Lies is telling the world another BIG lie that will be promoted by the world television journalists. “They twist the truth, and you are hypnotized, manipulated into believing them.” [p.284.]

I will not go into a summary of the warning nor the illumination of conscience. You need to buy the book and read it. May God, in His mercy. enlighten you and form your conscience BEFORE the warning and BEFORE the illumination of conscience. If this is all new to you, first study reference to it in The Bible and then go to one of the 25 sources Christine references in her book. God have mercy. Christ have mercy. Jesus, I trust in You. Wake up humanity! Wake up!


It is 9:00 a.m., Christmas Eve, 2019. There is a chill in the air as we await the birth of the Christ Child tonight at Midnight Mass, when we will join the monks of the Order of Cistercians of the Strict Observance. We welcome the new monk, Br. William of Singapore. We greet my adopted cousin, the Abbot. We pray for the healing of holy Fr. Harold. We pray for the repose of the soul of Fr. John and Fr. Anthony, our friends who are watching us from heaven.

Before you get too busy wrapping last minute gifts, trimming the Christmas tree, or baking more Christmas cookies, let me remind you that today is the day to start your novena to Mary, the Mother of God, whose feast day is January 1, 2020. January 1st is also also the birthday of Nur-un-Nissa, who was born in Russia.

So, as I woke up early this morning at 4:00 a.m., late for the Trappists who pray in the 3:00 a.m. hour, I began to remember former Christmas Eves. One of my first memories of Christmas Eve was the year the Ashland brothers crashed a plane in our grove on our farm on Christmas Eve. Was my brother in the plane? I never saw the crashed plane. Dad must have been very upset or worried. Thank God, no one was hurt. Then too, there was the Christmas service in the old wooden church in Garner, Iowa. Dad always packed brown paper bags full of a shiny delicious red apple, chocolate covered peanuts, ribbon hard candy, and walnuts for each child. I think there may have been a dollar bill inside, or was that what we put in the klingle beetle? My handsome Cousin Billy always sang a beautiful song. Afterwards, we would drive home to the farm and open our presents sitting under the tree. We did not celebrate Santa Claus but the Birth of the Christ Child.

One Christmas Eve, we ate our usual oyster stew at Aunt Winnie and Uncle Bob’s pickle farm south of Clear Lake. All the aunts, uncles, grandparents, and cousins sat around the big dining room table. We ate chocolate cake for dessert according to Widow Brown’s famous recipe. That was the famous pickle farm where I washed the eggs from the chickens. My aunt and uncle always had a nifty car, one with little vases for flowers next to the side windows.

My favorite Christmas Eve may have been in Medjugorje, in Bosnia. Fr. Jozo told us how the people celebrated Christmas in their village. Each family would prepare a lamb and cook it outside over burning wood from the forest. We went to the outdoor Nativity Scene next to St. James on Christmas Eve where a live reenactment took place. I knew the parents of the newborn baby who had the role of the Christ Child.

Another favorite Christmas Eve memory was when my husband picked up my daughter at the Kansas City airport. While they journeyed home, I transformed the stone room of our farm house for our celebration. I set up a little tree with antique tin cookie cutters and flashing colored lights. During our evening dinner, my daughter and husband spoke in a Russian accent, gifting me with spasms of laughter. Her priest in New York was from Russia, as were many of her friends, so she had the accent down pat!

I am from a family of at least second, if not third generation of teachers, so you are not going to get off without some more homework. While driving up to this paradise-with-a-view-of-Mt. Shasta, I had an inspiration to ask you to join me in an association of souls devoted to the United Hearts. On August 15, 2015, I was invited to attend the meeting of prayer group leaders of the Children of the United Hearts. in North Ridgeville, Ohio at Maranatha Spring and Shrine. Although I was unable to attend the meeting, it is better late than never to share this blessing with you. In the New Year, 2020, I plan to introduce this monthly prayer meeting. So, let us begin:


Consecration to the United Hearts:

Most Worthy, United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, I willingly consecrate myself this day to You. I surrender to you all I own, both interior and exterior.
Let my life be a continual hymn of praise to Your Most Holy United Hearts.
Take the victories and defeats of the moment into Your hearts.
Use them, as You need them, to bring about Your triumphant reign. Amen.

The Consecration of the Heart of the World to the United Hearts:

Most Compassionate United Hearts of the Most Holy Trinity and the Immaculate Heart of Mary, accept this, my prayer, on behalf of the heart of the world. Awaken the heart of the world to the Truth of the difference between good and evil.

Inspire each soul to consecrate their hearts and their lives to the United Hearts; thereby strengthening the heart of the world in this resolve.

We beg You, dear United Hearts, pour the grace of Your inspiration into the heart of the world, strengthening it in Truth and Holy Love. In this Heavenly Inspiration, draw the heart of the world into union with the Will of God. Amen.

These prayers will be followed by the Chaplet of the United Hearts, a Prayer to the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, followed by the Angelus. Then, one 5-decade of the rosary will be prayed. The meeting can also include the reading of a message from holylove.org; prayers to the mournful heart of Jesus, and prayers for the unborn, especially the chaplet and rosary of the unborn.

With this, I greet you with all the love of the saints and angels in heaven on this holy of days, Christmas Eve, 2019. Amen


An Historic Day in the USA

Today is December 18, 2019, the day the Democratic party scheduled the articles of impeachment of the President of the United States of America, Donald J. Trump, just in time to hand the American people a little Christmas gift before the Congress adjourns for their long, paid vacation. I watched an hour or more of the proceedings on FOX. As I watched the various Congress men and women from both parties, including the Speaker of the House, I had an important incite.

The very last words coming out of the mouth of Roger Stone, via a Skype interview by Alex Jones on inforwars.com, before his kangaroo court in D.C., and before his second and total gag rule was pronounced, said the following words when asked about President Trump, [The important thing to know is that his, (President Trump’s battle), is not just a battle between the Democrats and the Republicans.] (This is not an exact quote, but the gist of his statement.)
My insight today confirms Roger Stone’s warning.

The insight reveals that this is much more than the result of the far-left high-jacking of the Democratic party, as expressed this morning by one of the Republican Congressmen. It is one of the major battles on the planet earth in these End Times. This is a battle between the forces of Good and Evil. We know who is finally going to win this battle. Her Immaculate Heart will triumph over Satan, and Truth will win out. In the meantime, the USA represents one of the last Flames of Light, as it was established by the Founding Fathers. As one read the books on the life of President George Washington, we learned how he was guided in his mission to establish a nation under God, with liberty and justice for all. During the battles of the Revolution, Our Blessed Mother guided and blessed our first president, when the going got tough. He prayed for help and guidance and received it. This country was founded on Jewish and Christian values and teachings. It is the agenda of the Evil One to destroy this country, that was blessed and favored greatly by Our Lord.

In my lifetime, this very unique and special country has been threatened by the anti-Christ agenda of communism. Then, came the war in our country against chastity. Then came the law to allow the killing of a baby in a mother’s womb. Then came the money-making promotion of tobacco, alcohol, and finally illegal drugs. Then came the television and smart phone that averted the attention of the people of America away from God, books, musical instruments, table games, and healthy outdoor activities in nature. Consumerism was the name of the game. The various institutions were taken over by anti-Christ propaganda. Children’s text books in schools failed to teach real history. Jesus was outlawed from print in the textbooks. History was rewritten to put our country in a bad light. Laws were enacted so that teachers no longer had any authority in their classrooms. The young students could now sue the teacher who used discipline.
Sex education now begins in first grade in some public schools.

Colleges and university were even worse, for the most part. The professors were 90% leftist, teaching the gullible college students the foundations of communism, liberalism, relative morality, and more recently, a hatefulness for the USA and our political foundation.

Besides the threat of the anti-Christ communist agenda, we have been experiencing a ever-increasing jihad, the take over of a culture interiorly, without violence, by the infiltration of our education, government, and institutions. The population at large has not read the Koran and has no idea of the actual teachings promoted, for example, convert to Islam or else, (taxes or death.) We got a taste of the latter during 9-ll, but we have let down our guard and now even have voted in the squad to our congress and into various positions of power in Michigan. Minnesota, etc.

Freedom of religion is under attack in the USA, as is freedom of speech. The political correct norms of our current society are forcing Christians to be muzzled. The show-down came in 2015, due to the death of certain cartoonists in Europe. How dare you exercise your freedom of speech in a cartoon. We will show you. You will die. So, out of fear, most of Europe is now muzzled. The list of people in Europe who have been killed or otherwise silenced when using their God-given right of freedom of speech grows and grows. The case of Elizabeth Sabaditsch Wolff of Austria went all the way to the so-called “Supreme Court” in Strasbourg, France, where she has been fighting the anti-blasphemy laws in Austria. Her revealing story is carefully outlined in her recent book, “The Truth is No Defense”. The 1618 Resolution of the U.N. makes blasphemy laws universal. An anti-blasphemy law equals anything that a Muslim may not like.

Freedom of speech is being silence in the USA on line, in the press, and on television. Social media is totally controlled in Austria. There is no resistance anywhere in Europe. Out of fear of Islamic Terrorists, the people have become silent. The youth are more interested in Austria in climate change than their stolen freedom of speech. Free speech does not exist in Europe due to the fear of Islamic Terrorist. Take, for example, my beloved Notre Dame of Paris. Not a word has been said about the real cause of the burning of this Christian icon. God have mercy!

OIC includes 57 Islamic nations that are promoting anti-blasphemy laws. If UN16 law passes, it crushes free speech. The ADL, Anti-Defamation League is now part of the problem. Globalist are foaming racial divide designed to create a civil war. 200,000 people are trained to sensor the internet. Alex Jones’s videos, for example, have been banded from You-Tube. Many ads for Trump were silence on line during the last election. Social media is under the watch of what we used to call Big Brother.

The corruption runs deep. One of the reasons the Democratic party is in a hurry to get rid of Trump is because he has given the go-ahead to investigate corruption. Many people will be found guilty. If a politician becomes corrupt, he can acquire a lot of money while in office. One thing you can say about Trump, he did not seek the office for money; he had plenty of that already.

Elizabeth and now Little Suzie is here to warn the USA that we could lose our freedom of speech and our freedom of religion if we stay silent. Wake up, America, and smell the threat, and it is not of roses.

God bless America. St. Michael pray for the USA. God protect President Trump. Children, follow the Ten Commandments and pray to God the Father and His Son, Jesus Christ.

May peace be with you.
Suzie the Duzie

The Solemnity of the Immaculate Conception – 2019

Today is one of the most glorious feast days of the Catholic Church. I usually run to the garage to find my little blue Christmas lights and to the garden or studio to find my garden statue of the Blessed Mother. Today, I relished the solemn mass in Washington, D.C. at the shrine of the patron of these United States of America followed by a very inspiring Bible study of the Theotokos by Scott Hahn, Ph.d on EWTN. Tonight, I will make a consecration to the Immaculata written by St. Maximillian Kolbe, attend a holy mass in her honor, and listen to a talk by the President of the Militia Immaculata by Dr. John Galten, all at Our Lady of Grace in Castro Valley, CA.

Besides attending holy mass on Sunday, my weekend was spent studying the teachings given to Fr. Michel Rodrigue, founder of the Apostolic Fraternity of St. Benedict and St. Joseph, The Mater Domini Community. I first learned about Fr. Michel from a posting on my facebook page by Mark Mallett, musician, lay prophet, writer, and speaker. Fr. Michel spoke at the First New Jersey Marian Conference on October 27, 2018. I watched and listened to his morning talk once
and to his afternoon talk twice. They are posted under his name if you Google it, and not available on You Tube. More information is available in the book, “The Warning Testimonies and Prophecies of the Illumination of Conscience” by Christine Watkins, which I ordered this morning on Amazon for $17.00. Although Fr. Michel’s morning talk is available now on You Tube, the afternoon talk is not.

I will summarize Fr. Michel’s afternoon talk for you from the notes I took while watching the video:
1. We need to put the family, the Holy Family, in our home. We will find our model of life in them. Fr. Michel spoke about the power of St. Joseph that he perceived when St. Joseph appeared to him. St. Joseph needs to become the model of the father in our families. He was the model of God the Father when he lived with the Blessed Mother. He died before Jesus Christ began his public ministry, as He, Jesus, the God-Man, was to become the model of God the Father.
2. Fr. Michel described the seven levels of purgatory. The souls in the lowest level receive pain from from Satan. Those souls in the highest level desire to become totally pure. He saw many priests in purgatory who had no one to pray for them. Some needed one mass said for them; others needed years of masses said for them. The Chaplet of The Divine Mercy said for a soul in purgatory lifted the soul up out of purgatory swiftly.
3. He encountered St. Michael. He was very tall, perhaps 15 feet! He touched a soul with the flame at the end of his sword, and the devil immediately left the soul.
4. God the Father asked Fr. Michel to found a new order for the renewal of the family. Fr. Michel said to God the Father, “Why me? I almost died four times! There are other much more capable than I.” Then, Jesus Christ said to him in a distinctly different voice, “My Father all ready has prepared everything!” So, Fr. Michel knew it was God the Father who had spoken to him. So, Fr. Michel founded the new order.
5. Then, he spoke of the future. [No one knows the time nor the day.] But, Fr. Michel said it will be soon. There will be a revolution with fighting between every nation. Money will crash.
6. Then, there will be a Pentecost. The Cross will appear in heaven with rays from the wounds of Christ. The rays of the Holy Spirit will be an illumination, like a mirror of one’s soul. It will be a pre-judgement. If the person were to die at that moment, and if he were going to hell, he would feel the burning pains of hell. Those going to purgatory will feel the purification pain. Everything will stop on earth, even if you are flying in a plane. God, the Creator of the Universe can do anything!
7. Everyone one will know there is a God. The sign in the sky will be visible to everyone.
8. Afterwards, there will be huge lines for confession. Priests will need help. Lay people who have to help prepare the people, to help the priests. Baptisms will be in mass with the sprinkling of the water in the Name of the Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. There will be too many people for individual baptisms.
9. We must pray for this time that is coming. We must pray for the children; pray for the enlightenment they will have. The Devil will have NO power for six weeks!
10. Everyone will see the sign of God in their life.
ll. The Devil will return. World government will be established. The United Nations, especially a couple nations, will be in control,[under Satan’s direction.] [holylove.org recorded recently in a message from God the Father that the anti-Christ is already here and waiting to take over.]
12. World government-military forces will grab the people already prepared for this. Fr. Michel said that these forces are already in place and he said he was not going to talk about it. [About a month ago, I reported to friends via a video, that UN tanks had been spotted in numerous places all over the USA.]
13. Then, Fr. Michel said it will be like what is described in Psalm 91. Read it!!
14. The Lord will prepare refuges for His people. Guardian angels will guide you to them with a flame. Fr. Michel told a true story of a man who was guided by his guardian angel holding a flame that led him to what was buried underground, the home of St. Anne and St. Joachim. Then, Fr. Michel took out a relic from his pocket of St. Anne that the man had given him!
15. You must have THE SIGN OF THE CROSS on your forehead in order to enter a refuge. An angel will be at the entrance to let those with the Cross on their forehead in and to refuse admittance to those without the cross on their forehead. Food and water will be provided. But, everyone will have to work for each other. It will be like in the early days of the Church.
16. During the last part of these times will come the Three Days of Darkness, as St. Padre Pio saw. Demons will try to put you out of the refuge. They will swallow everything that is marked by the beast, including the foundations of the houses.
17. Then, the earth will be renewed!!!
18. We are called to be ready. We are all called to be ready to guide them to the Church in those six weeks.
19. After Fr. Michel founded his order and put on his new robe and on to the members of the new order, he heard the words, “The Apostle of the Last Time”.
20. Then, he told us the following: “Consecrate your home and land to the Immaculate Heart of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus in the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.. Put blessed salt into holy water and sprinkle it in your home praying, “Eternal Father, I consecrate my home to You. I give You my home for a refuge, in the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
21. Do this also for your land, praying “Sacred Heart of Jesus and Immmaculate Heart of Mary, I consecrate my land in the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit”, while pouring blessed water with blessed salt into the ground.
22. This refuge is first for your family. Later, you will be guided to a permanent refuge by your guardian angel.

Jesus, I trust in You. God have Mercy; Christ have mercy. Our Lady of the Immaculate Conception, pray for us. St. Michael pray for us. St. Joseph, pray for us. My guardian angel, pray for me.

God bless, guide, and protect you and your family.
In love to Jesus through Mary, and to God the Father, Creator of the universe.
Susanna Maria

ADVENT – 2019

Tonight is the Vigil of the Feast of St. Nicholas, the original inspiration for our friend, Santa Claus, loved by all children. May the Lord shine His radiant Light on us tonight and tomorrow as we celebrate the Feast of St. Nicholas, that Bishop of long ago, who gave gifts to the poor family. Tomorrow is also the First Friday of the month of December when we make reparations for sins against the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Tonight is Thursday during the First Week of Advent, 2019, where we light a blessed candle above our Advent wreath, saying prayers in honor of the forth-coming Baby Jesus, the Son of God.

Sunday, December 8th, is the Second Sunday of Advent, when we will light two candles above our Advent wreath. Many families set up a crib immediately after the celebration of the Immaculate Conception, which we celebrate on Monday, the 9th, as the usual date, the 8th of December, is Sunday, the Lord’s Day. Saint Francis of Assisi was so taken by the mystery of the Incarnation that he wanted to present it anew at Greccio in the living nativity scene. I remember years ago, my Protestant cousin lifted up the live animals for the living creche scene in the church’s elevator in a small town in Wisconsin.

Also, years ago, I spent Christmas in Medjugorje, a small village in Bosnia, where the Blessed Mother has been appearing daily. There was a live nativity scene on Christmas Eve outside St. James. I knew the man playing Joseph, whose wife had just given birth to a baby playing the Infant Jesus. All the restaurants were closed on Christmas Day, so one of the shop keepers put food outside his shop for the pilgrims to eat. Then, we went back to our guest house, sharing dried fruits, nuts, and chocolates from our suitcases, while Fr. Ricardo kept us laughing as he told us jokes.

What with all the corruption discovered in D.C., (God protect our President),Sacramento, (God have mercy on California),and in many parts of the world, with wars and rumors of wars, it is good to hear a story of a heroic man with great faith. This story was published by a holy, terrific priest, and author of “After Suicide”, Fr. Chris Atar, MIC, and was printed in a newsletter from Stockbridge, MA. called “Marian Helpers”. Here is the story, as told by Fr. Donald Calloway,MIC, in a homily delivered on June 2, 2019,and included in an article entitle “We Are Our Fathers’ Keepers”, by Terry Peloquin and published on pages 12-13 of the Winter issue, 2019, of the “Marian Helper” of marian.org:

“Probably no matter where you were on April 25, you got a phone call or a text message, or a co-worker said to you, “You’ve got to turn on the TV. Are you seeing this?” And what did you see? The Cathedral of Notre Dame in Paris in flames.”

“It looked horrible, like it was going to burn to the ground. Those flames were huge. And as the cameras panned the crowd, you saw people crying, praying, some on their knees with a Rosary, some singing songs in French, some singing to Our Lady in Latin. But they were all a great distance from the fire. What we did not see [was] that initially, many people were inside. They ran out to get away from the fire, and they sought refuge in a nearby park.”

“But did you know that one man was on the sidelines with everyone else who decided to go inside? He was a Catholic priest. Fr. Jean-Marc Fornier, the chaplain for the Paris fire department. He turned to two firemen and said,
“I’m going in. Come with me.” And they did. They ran in the main corridor, he said to them, “There is the Crown of Thorns. Break the glass and take it. There is the cloak that King Louis used. Take it. There are the relics of St. Helena. Take them.”

“And, do you know what he did? He went into the heart of the fire, into the sanctuary, where all around him pieces of the wooden ceiling were falling. And if they hit him, he’d be dead in an instant.”

“Why did he do that? To save the greatest treasure in the Cathedral, the Blessed Sacrament. He took out the consecrated Host. And when he turned around,two firemen were holding the relics,looking at him like, “Let’s get out of here!” You know what he did? He raised the Host and blessed the firemen so they could get out – even if he did not make it. And then he raised the Host higher and blessed the entire Cathedral with the Eucharistic Presence of the Lord. And the Cathedral did not fall. It burned. The ceiling is gone, but the structure remains. The roof can be rebuilt.”

“What gave that priest the courage? His love for the Eucharistic Lord, primarily. And he was simply imitating Jesus Christ, the High Priest. ”

“Remember what Jesus did for us? When it seemed like the whole world was in ruins, that the flames of sin had destroyed everything, the Son of Man left the comfort of Paradise to become one of us and step into the fire, to give His life as a sacrifice for us so that we could be spared the flames of hell. And today, we celebrate His Ascension, when He returned to the side of His Father in the Heavenly Kingdom. And yet His mind was still thinking about us. He said that He goes to prepare a place for us, that we can have a mansion in the Kingdom of Heaven, if we remain faithful to Him.”

After that fire at Notre Dame, many social commentators – both Catholic and non-Catholic – said that it was almost as though that fire were symbolic of something happening now in the world of Christianity, Catholicism in particular. It would seem that it’s on “fire”: the persecutions, the divisions, the confusion. It is everywhere. People are leaving the Church in droves.”

“If you look at the studies, Mass attendance over the last few generations has radically plummeted. If I were to ask you, “Do you have someone in your family who no longer goes to church, who no longer believes?” I guarantee you, all you would raise your hands. These are seriously confusing times. We live in an age with a generation of young people who are called the “None Generation” because they believe in nothing – 55 percent of them believe in no organized religion whatsoever. They particularly have a disdain for Christianity. Catholicism especially. They want nothing to do with it.”

“You know this. And even for the people who remain and call themselves Catholic, many of them believe it is OK to have an abortion: OK for two men or two women to get married; and OK to practice contraception. These are the times we live in. The flames seem to be consuming the Church. Is it going to fall?”

“When I was looking at the footage of those flames over Notre Dame,I was convinced that it was going to burn to the ground. But it did not fall.”

“Is our Church going to be overcome with the darkness of our time? No. Jesus promises that the gates of hell will never prevail against the Church – never- even though the times are horrible (see Mat.16:17-19) What does God send to us in times of crisis, when it looks like everything is going to be destroyed? Priests. Zealous priests. Men who desire to save souls, to step off the safety of the sidelines and rush into the fire. That’s what God does time and time again.”

[Pointing to newly ordained Fr. Michael Baker, MIC.]” There is one. No more than 24 hours ago, that man was ordained to the sacred priesthood. He could’ve had everything the world offers. As a matter of fact, he kind of did. He had a home. He could have gotten married, enjoyed all the good things in life, but he gave it all up. To do what? To be a celibate social worker? No. To be a warrior, a fighter. More than a firefighter. To be a soldier, a knight. To save the sacred.”

“We need holy priests today. We need them more than ever. We need men willing to go into the fire – when everyone is leaving. ”

“This man was ordained so that your children could be baptized, so that they could receive sanctifying grace in their souls. This man was ordained so he could transform bread and wine into the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ to feed you with the Bread of Everlasting Life. This man was ordained so that God could use him as an instrument to absolve you from your sins. This man was ordained so that, through his preaching and his teaching, you could know the truth and have the Light in your mind and in your soul,so that you can avoid the flames of hell and go to that mansion that is being prepared for you.”

“And this man was ordained on the First Saturday, devoted to Our Lady. There is nothing more powerful on this planet than a Marian priest.”

Let us thank Fr. Donald Calloway, MIC, for this most inspiring homily. Let us thank Fr. Chris Alar, MIC, for publishing it in his newsletter, “Marian Helper”, let us thank all the holy MIC priests in Stockbridge, MA st the Shrine of the Divine Mercy. Let us thank the French chaplain and priest, who showed so much courage and faith. Let us thank the Lord God Almighty, His Son, Jesus Christ, His Mother, Our Blessed Lady, and all priests who ever lived or are living or will be living on this earth one day. May the Lord in His abundant mercy grant you a truly holy and sacred Advent and Christmas season. God bless you and your family. Amen.